As I approached adolescence, the stresses of life caused me to have great anxiety. This reached a crescendo when I was about 30, to the point where if I had the means I would have committed suicide. I had a good life and good parents, but I just did not know what was wrong.
I decided to spend the sleepless nights reading through the New Testament, and I somehow placed my trust in a God I knew little about. He took me into the countryside where I found peace. He gave me the answers to my own issues and then much, much more.
He guided me into a new career of challenge to the very fabric of my existence and then gave me understanding. I no longer have a problem with the meaning of Life! God is still bestowing blessings upon me. Fear and despair are destroyed forever!